[Super Duper Fantastic] ISFP/INFP. 4w5. World Explorer. Super Hero. Rose-colored Glasses.

Gaps

11.07.2007 · Posted in Boys, Metal Mouth

My relationship with this blog has resembled my dwindling relationship with S. I’m a little less cryptic with him, as our conversations don’t go beyond the 5-minute “Hello, how are things?” and that is all. Are we both just not making the effort? I can’t get myself to believe that the three years invested meant nothing. Am I holding onto something that’s lost?

As those of you who still read this could probably tell, there is a new boy situation. Details forthcoming – I will eventually have to write about it. When I read my blog now, I see GAPS – lots and lots of gaps [like the ones between my teeth!]. Just hopeful/optimistic for when/if it pans out. I didn’t imagine it, as I had previously thought. So it may possibly develop into something. I just know that something is reciprocated, so we shall see. And *gasp* it’s local. Three years of seeing someone several times a year to the possibility of seeing someone ALL the time. YIKES.

My teeth are slowly moving. Seeing results = YAY! I got this special floss a few weeks ago that was way too thick to fit between my teeth. NOW, the floss does just fine. So definite progress!

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  • http://of.jennism.com Jenn

    But does it have to mean dwindling? Right at the present.

    Quite often, the investment means that it has sit aside for awhile to grow again….shall we say wait for the interest rate to go up.

    But really, so goes it…

  • http://www.youtube.com/jeshii Jeshii

    I highly recommend near-distance relationships. Go get em t… s… dammit, what’s your pseudonym these days! ><

  • http://fnfd.org L

    The dwindling blog relationship is something I can identify with. The other stuff, with love and tooth rearrangement, is completely outside my sphere of knowledge, but I’m going to keep commenting so that my valuable one letter name stays in use. First it’s an S taking my actual initial, and now there is a K encroaching on my middle section of the alphabet.

  • http://www.kimchihead.com/ Kimchihead

    Long distance relationships are the best. You don’t have to see the other person all the time. It makes life much easier.

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