Asking.
It seems that I am actually the slow one. I tend not to know how to react. He says that this whole time, he thought that I was uncomfortable around him, and so he held back. He might be right. I think that I am not uncomfortable in the sense that he’s making me feel that way, but more of just not knowing… I would like to get to know him better.
He tells me that he will answer any questions that I should ask. But I cannot bring myself to do so. I’m awkward in conversation. Perhaps I really just don’t know what I want to know or care to know… What matters? I wonder about this and that, but when it comes down to it, it doesn’t really matter what the answers are.
I just want to know him.
But I don’t know what to ask…
