Mistake 2
I have gone and fixed the mistake that I was referring to several entries back. I am no longer going to San Diego with JM. Some time last week, the travel bug was biting, and I had suggested that we go somewhere. Why I did that, I don’t know. That was the mistake. He jumped on the idea, and before I knew it, we had plans to go to San Diego together… I realized soon after that I didn’t really want to take the trip to San Diego with him. Or continue to work on a relationship, for that matter. There are too many differences between us. It doesn’t feel as if we are getting any closer, and to continue this is to lock myself into a box that doesn’t quite fit.
It was cryptic because I wasn’t sure if JM was the mistake or if starting something with RV would be the mistake. I’ve figured it out since then…