[Super Duper Fantastic] ISFP/INFP. 4w5. World Explorer. Super Hero. Rose-colored Glasses.

Ever since I downloaded a dream interpretation app to my phone [DreamBook - $2.99], I’ve been better about at least looking up the significance of objects/creatures that appear in my dreams. I still don’t remember everything in the dream to document it, but I remember bits and pieces.

The dream interpretation app seems to point at my hesitation on moving into the new house. I think the idea of it being my permanent residence is what brings about those feelings the most. I mean, I shouldn’t mind it so much. It’s close to the parents’ house, and my stuff will all be in one place. On the one hand, I am excited about all this. On the other, I am not certain why I would mind this at all. RV and I get to play house in a house that’s more convenient than my parents’. It’s right off the freeway, walking distance to the market, and definitely easy to get to in terms of public transportation.

It probably has to do with a fear of growing up and getting old. And when I get older, everyone around me does too – family included. It’s been several years since the passing of the last of my grandparents’ generation. As time goes by and as my generation grows up, the generation of the parents also continues to move forward. Not too long from now, my parents will reach retirement, and so on and so forth…

:/

My sister and I were there. It was the restaurant of someone who I went to high school with. It was much smaller than we expected. Small to the point where it seemed to be a narrow walkway with barely any stools. I don’t even remember ordering food. There was also a raffle, but there were two distinct categories. If you bought three of them together, they were in one raffle, while the single tickets were in the other raffle. I don’t recall if there was winning of a prize, but all I remember now is that then there was running. It was more like a race, and at the end, we had to try on these black running shoes. I asked for an 11 in women’s, but it didn’t fit. They didn’t have a 10.5, so they gave me a 9 in men’s. The styles differed slightly.

In an effort to improve memory of dreams, I’m writing down even the little things I do remember…

An update on the 101 in 1001: In other words, I’ve been slacking off like a madwoman on these.

034 – Buy a sewing machine, and sew something.
Rather than jump in on the purchase of a new sewing machine, I’m borrowing RV’s mom’s sewing machine for as long as she forgets that I’ve borrowed it. It was sitting in her closet not being used, so she was more than okay with lending it to me for a short while. It came with an instructional CD, so I’ll take a look at that when I get the chance. For now, the machine just sits on my dresser, staring at me and waiting for me to make a move towards the instructional CD.

073 – Reorganize the bathroom – new shelving, nothing on the floor!
It’s not completely clean, but there IS new shelving, AND there is not MUCH on the floor. The reorganization will probably not happen since the space is small, and there really isn’t a whole lot I can do to change where everything is. I’ll keep updating if that changes, or at least I’ll document the new shelving and the cleanliness of the floor on camera when it’s acceptable.

075 – Get rid of and replace the hideous bookshelf in my room.
I have successfully completed this task! In fact, in the place of the hideous bookshelf, I now have an Ikea dresser. RV wants me to get a TV for the top of it because right now, I have it strategically placed across from the little couch I have in the room. The desktop is a Media Center PC, so I should really take advantage of that and get a nicer face for it.

077 – Keep a dream journal to improve on lucid dreaming.
I am having trouble with this one. Sometimes I wake up and try to recall the dream to tell RV, but my memory’s been poor. :/ I will have to look up ways to improve the memory of dreams.

If you know that someone’s lied to you, do you confront them?

Do you just pretend it never happened?

Do you make waves or keep the waters calm?

Do you let them get away with thinking you’re stupid enough to be lied to?

Liar Liar.

Perhaps it wasn’t meant to be a lie.

Perhaps they just didn’t have their facts straight.

Do you give them the benefit of the doubt?

I had a vivid dream this morning. I forgot it as soon as I awoke.

It was a classroom where my father was the teacher. There was an assignment to give a presentation, and apparently I was late to class. I had to give the presentation upon hearing the topic, somewhat impromptu, but they were going to give me minutes to prepare. Each group had a topic selected specifically for them, but I did not have a group. I seemed rather confident that I would be able to give the presentation right away, but I end up just leaving for whatever reason. The outside was a video game environment with monsters shooting at me.

It seems weird that I’d be ready to give a presentation when in reality, I hate public speaking. Monsters shooting at me? How realistic – hah! When I awoke, I thought about trying to remember the dream, but I didn’t have anything nearby to jot down the notes. I also did not make a conscious effort while dreaming to remember the details. Practice makes perfect!

Oh, and I was sleeping on the new bed. After we got back from RV’s mom’s house, we spent another few hours putting the pieces together. Ikea needs to send parts that fit! Ugh! We were probably stuck on one particular corner because the pieces weren’t made properly, so they weren’t fitting. After we finally finished up at 2am, I collapsed in the new bed, and RV drove home sick.

Six hours on building this bed. Ick.