One step up
Christopher probably doesn’t realize the havoc that he’s wreaked upon me. It’s not really his fault. I’ve only been avoiding the question…
During our conversation, he mentioned that he found his happiness stemming from how close he is at reaching his wants. I would have to agree with that. There is a definite joy that comes along with feeling accomplished. It’s something along the lines of attaining one’s goals or at least becoming another step closer to where you want to be.
Right now, I think that I am unhappy with myself/who I am.
So I need to figure out the “Ideal Me,” so that I can start taking baby steps in the right direction. Self-improvement, rather than self-loathing. Definitely more positive. I need to stop moping.
First things first – goal for the week. Get back on a regular sleeping schedule. I’m failing on Sunday night, but will check back in again for the rest of the week.
On a side note, I’ve just realized how difficult it is to cut the habit of putting two spaces after the end of each sentence. I’ve had to go back and take them out of this entry!
